Feeling lost

German with English subtitles.
Topics: We don't want to be carried. There is no freedom out there. He who waits does not meditate. Meditating alone is the basis. It's not about understanding. Spiritual development must be slow. What we call trust is neediness. What's left is contentment. And suddenly, I understood Jesus. The blessing of online meditation. Forget the beautiful experience. Do we need other people? Life is your leader animal. The body wants to be the boss.

Why is the spiritual path so serious and difficult? And can I make it easy for myself? I explain why you find it incomprehensible that it is actually easy, and what you can do to get through the night and return to the innocence that Jesus spoke of.

You feel needy, and you think you know the problem. But when you solve it, you discover that the neediness remains, and you find a new problem as an explanation for the old dissatisfaction. Only those who know the true cause can discover what will satisfy forever.

There was a great response to the video on "Living without thoughts" – and many objections and questions, and I answer some of them in this part 2: Can you really live without thoughts? How do you ignore thoughts? What is so special about the crown chakra? And many more...

Many people feel like prisoners in the dead-end street of suffering: it is getting worse and worse, and there is no way out in sight. And yet, each of us is free to leave the self-chosen hell at any time. The door out opens in an unexpected direction.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: I still do everything wrong. The great longing for a simple life. At every moment a product of the environment. The homework: making peace with oneself. The gift of openness. The Guru – the most normal person in the world. How does surrender work? The Guru's disciples are stupid. About the introduction to Samarpan Meditation. Should I really live out everything? Spirituality is something completely normal.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Expanding consciousness despite old karma? Is everything predetermined by the Divine? How do you know? Colleague karma. The collective guilt of masculinity. Separation is like a death. Feeling without an 'I' sense. Doing that with which you can be happy. Don't take guilt personally. When God has abandoned you. Don't tell God how to help. About the introduction to Samarpan Meditation.

To be carried by life and to trust is only possible without ego, but we cannot give it up. That's why life rushes to our aid – with precisely those situations and feelings that we want to avoid. Only a yes is necessary.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Who is this God? I know less and less. Is it the head speaking, or God? I can't and don't want to judge it. Not being careful. What if you go round in circles? What is guiding me, I know nothing about. Forget everything you think you know. You can do it – but meditate. Confusing cause and effect. Heaven comes later. A path for ordinary people. What is it like to be close to God?

In the new spiritual age, darkness is more unpopular than ever - unfortunately, because even today it is the only place where Heaven awaits. I have encountered my dark countless times, and only recently again. This video tells of the gifts it brings.

Surrender cannot be learned, so how does one become capable of it? There is a magical, simple way in which the key to happiness is given to us without us having to be or do anything: Samarpan Meditation.

What to do when you are sure that nothing works for you; when there is nothing left but despair and hopelessness. In this first part I will talk about the great gift of Jesus: his advice, his example for exactly this part of your life.