Despair & Powerlessness

German with German subtitles.
“I have to make it – but I can’t”: in this conflict, we suffer because of ourselves and because of life. No one can escape this trap of the ego on their own, because we don’t want help. Life prepares you anyway – and you are being touched.

German with German subtitles.
You meditate and you begin to live from within, and everything is well. Yet time and again, it feels as though you’re losing everything. I’ll tell you how inner growth happens, about the seasons of inner development, and what helps you navigate through them.

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: What really happens in satsang. When thoughts make the pain unbearable. Surrendering to the guru means saying Yes to yourself. Meditation is an inner matter. There is no reason to be afraid. Use every breath to recognize yourself. It must...

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: Meditation is the most unserious thing there is. Finding yourself as a perfectly ordinary person. The task itself provides what you need for it. Your feelings are a golden key. Even trauma is a gift. Everything in life is a help. Befriend...

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: Anushthan: time for flight mode. Let life decide. There is no such thing as happiness or peace. The question disappears, and you with it. Don't worry about what you eat. My priority is meditation, not relaxation. Getting to know what has...

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: Don't think about what you would rather have. We know nothing about the others. Without a past and without a future. As souls, we are all one. Be happy yourself. Shared suffering is doubled suffering. Is it your business? You know nothing...

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: Can awakening also happen in an unspectacular way? Everything is the help you asked for. Why meditation solves all your problems. The world is a coal mine. You never need to let yourself be blackmailed. Meditate and enjoy — the way out of addiction. Discover the timelessness that you truly are. The end of the path has no click. Live in the realm of your soul. Protect your own purity. Learn the secret of life. You should not be “further”. To Heaven you go alone.

German with German subtitles.
Everyone knows those times that seem endless, when everything is difficult, you just feel helpless and nothing you try leads out of this desert. But there is a way – one that always leads to the goal, but which only a few are prepared to take.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: We don't want to be carried. There is no freedom out there. He who waits does not meditate. Meditating alone is the basis. It's not about understanding. Spiritual development must be slow. What we call trust is neediness. What's left is contentment. And suddenly, I understood Jesus. The blessing of online meditation. Forget the beautiful experience. Do we need other people? Life is your leader animal. The body wants to be the boss.

Topics: Life does it for us. When you meditate, your boss changes. How to listen to a Master. Don't dramatize – just meditate. Don't see bad, don't hear bad. Acceptance brings you into the moment. There is no “next” for a holy one. “Does meditation save me from my addictions?” If the battle is too big, leave it to God. Samarpan Meditation – free and easy.

Why is the spiritual path so serious and difficult? And can I make it easy for myself? I explain why you find it incomprehensible that it is actually easy, and what you can do to get through the night and return to the innocence that Jesus spoke of.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Guilt, forgiveness and karma. The sins of the fathers are passed on. Without expectations, all problems disappear. You cannot change the ego. I am powerless. Your meditation is not your business. Meditate for half an hour, and then: live. Being a servant of life. How to deal with suffering and agony in the world? No more room for one's own wishes. Gurus are one of those things.