Loneliness & Not Fitting In

German with German subtitles.
You meditate and you begin to live from within, and everything is well. Yet time and again, it feels as though you’re losing everything. I’ll tell you how inner growth happens, about the seasons of inner development, and what helps you navigate through them.

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: There are two worlds. How I pray. You exist only in thought. To yourself, you’re never enough. The Guru is just the waiter. The prison is made of thoughts. Strip the thoughts of their power. The Guru is just the excuse for surrender. When...

German with automatic subtitles.
Topics: Don't think about what you would rather have. We know nothing about the others. Without a past and without a future. As souls, we are all one. Be happy yourself. Shared suffering is doubled suffering. Is it your business? You know nothing...

German with German subtitles.
Jesus revealed to mankind how to recognize and understand one's own soul – God. To those who do not set out on this path, it seems like the wrong path, but those who dare to follow him discover that everything is quite different from what it appears to be.

German with German subtitles.
Topics: Only you know how you should live. Meditation is like cleaning the house. You don't know how not to fight. We don't need to do anything - being there is enough. There is no such thing as intuition. The sunshine within. Life makes no mistakes. Longing for true contentment. Without struggle there is no 'I'. When you fight without fighting. Life will tell you. Meditation – time without responsibility. A right to stay for the pain. Meditate every day – no matter how, no matter where. Contentment is always there. Liberation from the Path of the Soul.

German with German subtitles.
Topics: “If two or three in my name...”. Your meditation is not your business. Always ready for hell. Don't worry about tomorrow – live today. Thank God for who I am today. Start life anew every day. You have never breathed before. Your life changes with you. With a 'yes', anything is possible. The pain and blessing of recognition. Your 'yes' releases the past. “Give me your burden”.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: We don't want to be carried. There is no freedom out there. He who waits does not meditate. Meditating alone is the basis. It's not about understanding. Spiritual development must be slow. What we call trust is neediness. What's left is contentment. And suddenly, I understood Jesus. The blessing of online meditation. Forget the beautiful experience. Do we need other people? Life is your leader animal. The body wants to be the boss.

You may think you know spiritual people, but you could be wrong, because the difference is not recognizable from the outside. In this second part of the trilogy, I tell you about my invisible spiritual life – to provoke you to discover yours.

Topics: That what happens, happens by itself. Samarpan Meditation. In Meditation, you are not alone anymore. Becoming sensitive again. Being alone means: being with yourself. The feelings are not important. The Earth takes care of the body. Those who trigger you bring you the gifts. It's not your job to change yourself. You cannot accept yourself – but God can. Remarks on Samarpan Meditation. Who is the boss here?

Topics: You cannot help your mother. Welcome the fear to stay forever. Finding your true ground. Meditation – is that all? You don't need me. Meditating for long hours? Your meditation is not your responsibility. How is it to be a Saint? Being alone is not the problem. You can't let go of doership. Why I don't do meditation sessions. What's the right time for meditation? With expectations, it's not meditation.

We are convinced that change only happens when we want something different. I recommend the opposite, and it sounds absurd: to say yes with joy, to your heart attack, to your addiction, to everything. But precisely this is the key to life and to Heaven.

Many people feel like prisoners in the dead-end street of suffering: it is getting worse and worse, and there is no way out in sight. And yet, each of us is free to leave the self-chosen hell at any time. The door out opens in an unexpected direction.