The Past & Forgetting

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Who is this God? I know less and less. Is it the head speaking, or God? I can't and don't want to judge it. Not being careful. What if you go round in circles? What is guiding me, I know nothing about. Forget everything you think you know. You can do it – but meditate. Confusing cause and effect. Heaven comes later. A path for ordinary people. What is it like to be close to God?

Topics: Alternating between Heaven and Hell. Is the heart ignored in meditation? Everything is too much, and everything is important. The pain of remembering. Differently I would be happier. Even the heavy becomes light.

Topics: The crown chakra and Sahaja Yoga. Insecure from ego. Life – a dream? Fear of being alone. The disturbing mind. Collective development. Raising children properly. Your own light illuminates the world. World's grief. Black sheep. True and false self. Falling asleep during meditation. What do narcissists need? Not being welcome. Dealing with memories.

Topics: True fulfillment is supposedly within, but there is nothing there either. Getting the guru's attention. Letting go of old things. Making decisions. Liberation without a living guru? Fighting for contact with your own child? When emotions prevent going deeper and peace.

Topics: Struggling with death. Contact with the deceased. Jesus quote. Difference between Samarpan and breath meditation. Connecting material pleasures and spirituality. Sensations in the crown chakra.