Trauma & Old Wounds

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Looking the other person in the eye. Being happy together again without breaking up. The fear of the fear. Father-Son Relationship. Staying with yourself at work and in the world. Love the fear like a little child. Be willing to die. When you become different, your friends change. This path you walk alone. Only our own attention counts. Defusing your thoughts. Yes to dying. Is it possible to always be here? The language of God. Wanting to wish for nothing is also a wish. Two ways out of the prison of thoughts. You can only start where you are. Support me if it gives you joy.

Topics: You cannot help your mother. Welcome the fear to stay forever. Finding your true ground. Meditation – is that all? You don't need me. Meditating for long hours? Your meditation is not your responsibility. How is it to be a Saint? Being alone is not the problem. You can't let go of doership. Why I don't do meditation sessions. What's the right time for meditation? With expectations, it's not meditation.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Expanding consciousness despite old karma? Is everything predetermined by the Divine? How do you know? Colleague karma. The collective guilt of masculinity. Separation is like a death. Feeling without an 'I' sense. Doing that with which you can be happy. Don't take guilt personally. When God has abandoned you. Don't tell God how to help. About the introduction to Samarpan Meditation.

German with English subtitles.

Topics: Distinguishing feelings and stories. Accompanying children into growing up. What to do with neediness? Be grateful and forget her. Were 6 years of meditation in vain? Holding oneself. Paralyzed by contact anxiety and rage. Everything remains difficult – what else can I do? Saying yes to war, pain and misery?

German with English subtitles.
Topics: How to learn gratitude? The blessing of separation. Fear of being alone. What to do with resistance? When you can no longer feel anything. Encountering the living Jesus. When the Guru says terrible things.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Who is this God? I know less and less. Is it the head speaking, or God? I can't and don't want to judge it. Not being careful. What if you go round in circles? What is guiding me, I know nothing about. Forget everything you think you know. You can do it – but meditate. Confusing cause and effect. Heaven comes later. A path for ordinary people. What is it like to be close to God?

Topics: What really happens remains hidden from us. We are the seed for a huge tree. You don't have to do it alone. We don't need to be afraid. Falling in love with something impossible. What has fallen away is no longer remembered. It's like a reversal. Becoming more sensitive. When interest in the outside world wanes. Closer to oneself, and therefore, to the world. It's only your own experience that counts. "Don't look at the darkness of the world". Life is becoming more and more miraculous. The time of the Apocalypse. Two effects of Samarpan Meditation.

Topics: The opposite of "Heaven". A new sensibility. The primal trauma: "I am going to die". In the body, here, now. The misunderstandings of religions. Black sheep. The new view of love. The truth of ancient fairy-tales. Reason – or joy? The way to Heaven.

Anyone who experiences overwhelming feelings believes that they have to go away or be healed somehow in order to be happy again, but this is not true. Feelings don't want to be healed, they want to be felt. To become ready for this is the key.

Your child is screaming and raging and you don't know what to do. Your children should be free to go their own way and you wonder how you can make this possible. About the simple – and only – way to free children from your past.

Topics: Traumas. Dealing with feelings. Resistance against what is. The source of love and acceptance. Psychosomatic clinic. From guilt and hate to compassion. Losing the moment again and again. Is this your love? Can anyone awaken? Does meditation lead to enlightenment? Meditating together. Meditating in the evening? Dealing with narcissists.

Why does one feel wrong as a human being? Neither parents nor childhood nor any trauma are to blame. The real reason is found at the beginning of mankind and turns out to be the greatest blessing – when you take a closer look.