Despair & Powerlessness

Nothing is easier than meditating, and yet everything else seems to be more important, better or faster. There is something that dies when you meditate and the problems disappear. All you need is determination, and everything changes.

To be carried by life and to trust is only possible without ego, but we cannot give it up. That's why life rushes to our aid – with precisely those situations and feelings that we want to avoid. Only a yes is necessary.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: The Master's Gift. Wanting children and wedding stress. Criticism by the partner. Trusting distrust. The Guru changes your life. The weakness of men. Yawning during meditation. Different souls or just one soul? Nothing changes for me. The Story of the Seed. Tears and self-pity. From the wedding feast: how to meet the Guru.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: How to learn gratitude? The blessing of separation. Fear of being alone. What to do with resistance? When you can no longer feel anything. Encountering the living Jesus. When the Guru says terrible things.

German with English subtitles.
Topics: Who is this God? I know less and less. Is it the head speaking, or God? I can't and don't want to judge it. Not being careful. What if you go round in circles? What is guiding me, I know nothing about. Forget everything you think you know. You can do it – but meditate. Confusing cause and effect. Heaven comes later. A path for ordinary people. What is it like to be close to God?

Anyone who experiences overwhelming feelings believes that they have to go away or be healed somehow in order to be happy again, but this is not true. Feelings don't want to be healed, they want to be felt. To become ready for this is the key.

What is actually bad about ego? And why is enlightenment worth striving for? In reality, it's only about one thing: living happily, without problems and suffering. And this is exactly what is possible.

We experience death close to us and are deeply frightened, yet it is an ancient and good friend. Those who know how to listen to it discover the real cause of fear – and the path to Heaven.

Suffering is not actually caused by any situation. We think we know how things should be, but they are different. We feel responsible to change it, but we can't. And then we suffer. A video about how it really works.

What to do when you are sure that nothing works for you; when there is nothing left but despair and hopelessness. In this first part I will talk about the great gift of Jesus: his advice, his example for exactly this part of your life.